January 2012
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I don't want disordered eating anymore.
I really want it to stop. The strict rules I make, the restricting, the binging, the self destruction, the emotional rollercoaster. I think I’m ready to really accept help, not just fake it. I want to recover, for real, please.
Jan 29th
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Jan 19th
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so, soooo cold in the office
But I’m not putting a jacket on, because this is burning calories. Which is messed up - I’m so cold my lips are purple
Jan 18th
so, soooo cold in the office
But I’m not putting a jacket on, because this is burning calories. Which is messed up - I’m so cold my lips are purple
Jan 18th
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Jan 17th
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Jan 17th
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Jan 13th
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Jan 12th
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Jan 12th
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Jan 12th
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ew.
my brother in law just put up a photo of me on Facebook from. when I was my highest weight. its sooooo embarrassing, I was so disgusting. urgh, I can’t believe I ever looked like that.
Jan 12th
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Jan 11th
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Jan 11th
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Jan 10th
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new classification of anorexia nervosa diagnoses →
Jan 10th
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12km/60 min fartlek session this morning
It’s only kicking in now that I’m wrecked. and I love it.
Jan 10th
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Jan 10th
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Young Talent Time is coming back on air?
Seriously? Are they that out of ideas? How about ditching the whole reality, talent, DIY and building competition show genres which has just been done to the death (umm, the stupidity that was Guerilla Gardeners anyone??) and go back to producing original shows with actual talented acting and interesting plots. Like Firefly. And Reaper.
Jan 9th
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Jan 9th
Anonymous asked: why do you take pictures like that? of you bleeding in the bath tub. not trying to be a judgmental asshole... really just curious.
Jan 8th
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