December 2011
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Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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I'm meant to go to a party in a few hours
But I don’t know if I want to go, because then people will see me. And I don’t want them to see how much I’ve let myself go. I feel so disgusting. This is the first time I’ve taken photos of myself in ages because looking at myself makes me want to cry. But I have to face it or I’m not going to work hard enough to fix what I’ve done. My pudge… My...
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Sometimes I feel like people won't believe I'm...
I think they’ll look at how fat I am and think there’s no way I could be a competitive runner at the size I am. How could a runner who trains as much as me, be this fat? Urgh.
Dec 30th
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Dec 30th
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Dec 29th
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My knuckles are all sliced up from purging.
I was always jealous of my friend - she could throw up just by using her stomach muscles, but I’ve always had to stick my finger down my throat, which ends up in my cuts all over my knuckles from my teeth. It’s been quite a long time since I’ve purged though…I think. I can’t remember the last time, so I assume it’s been a while. I don’t even know why I...
Dec 29th
Has anyone watched the series "Total Drama?"
I may be totally immature, but I love this cartoon :D
Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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Past my bedtime...
It’s 9:30pm, way past my bedtime :| Have to be up and ready to start training at 5:30am tomorrow (and that’s a sleep in)…yawn. Tomorrow’s recovering-from-injury morning session: 30 minute tempo (approx 7.5km min to be covered) 90 minute cycle 60 minute core session And evening session: 60 minute walk 30 minute stretch session With a baking session and afternoon...
Dec 28th
firststepsishard asked: Are you a ballerina?
Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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Thanks everyone who stuck around.
I know I promise to be here and then I disappear again. But I’ve decided my new year’s resolution is to be on here at least once per week! So much has happened in the past year… I ran a blistering race, then pulled up the next day with an unexpected injury that side lined me for months, ending my entire Winter/XC season. In the process I lost a stack of weight, and started...
Dec 27th
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I've been lame, I know.
I need to do something with this space. I’m about to revamp. BBS x
Dec 27th
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